I am tired and old
but am young and gay
i know who i am
but not sure of wat i became.
plp say life is short... enjoy it
with friends, parents, kids n others
i have had all but no one atall
all have left me
i am but alone
i am but a mortal
i can break down but cant cry
i can bleed but cannot sigh
i walk and i walk
but towards wat!?!
a spinin\' circle?
into a never ending cycle?
i\'ve been walkin for so long
i dont remember ever bein born
dont speak to me
sweet words of love and compassion
let go of my hand
for it bleeds...
unhold me for...
i am not used to such tenderness
your campassion is purely selfish!
for all u see is lust in me
U shoved me into the darkness for so long
now u want me to see the light?!!
Canst thou understand that
i cant see the beautiful sea,
the sun the sky the trees
for i am but color blind and
all i see is black n white...
Canst thou see i canot give anythin to thee
my body is badly bruised
my clothes are torn apart
for everyone to see
i cannot feel the flesh on my feet
for i have crushed so many of my dreams
Spare me! dont offer me roses
for i cannot smell them
when all u ever offered me was
the smell of burnt up ashes of my desires, dreams, hopes and happiness
so why did u give me eyes?
when u want me to see and be blind?
why did you give me ears?
for i dont want to hear
but of greed i do and pry...
i have a shawl
drapped over my form
\'Tis better than the costly
white cloth that you wear
for mine is dirty with ... stiched patches of my dreams
it hides my stains
yours it shows the stains of ... ur heart, mind and soul
So, beware! when u go for sermons
becareful when you preach
for ur words defy you
and ur deeds bleed
to the people you seem to say
\"Do as I say\", not as u do......
now i cannot face the mirror
when all i see is a stranger
handcuffed and bounded in rusty chains
that show age... and helplessness
its simple great!